This story is set in 1945. The Germans have surrendered but the WW2 is still raging on other fronts. Ellie, a young Mennonite woman, is planning to go to college and train to be a teacher. Her grandparents are Amish and her family still cling to some of the old ways. The are pacifists and fighting in the war is frowned upon. Her friend, Jude, had enlisted and has returned home injured. He enlisted over his parent’s objections. His relationship with the community is strained because of his involvement in the armed forces. Out of respect for his mother, he tries to blend in but he struggles with the restrictions of the Mennonite community. Ellie, also pushes the boundaries of the rules by having close relationships with “English” friends. She secretly tries wearing makeup and shortened dresses. She also had been engaged to Ted, a young Methodist who breaks their engagement when he goes away to college. Ellie has been helping Jude’s mother on their farm and wants to help him as well. She becomes close to Jude but is torn between him and Ted, who returns and tries to resume their relationship.
This story touches on the topics of religious prejudice, abuse and PTSD
This is not the type of story I usually read. It is much edgier and graphic than what I am accustomed to. There is an account of an attemped rape that was more graphic than what you would usually find in a book about the Amish and Mennonites.
This is also not a book you can hurry through.
I liked the amount of information there was about the Amish and particularly , the Mennonites. I liked that the author draws upon their personal family history. It makes the story believable. It was interesting to see how the two communities live together but yet apart.
The author also touches on abuse in families and how PTSD affects Jude and his fellow returning soldiers.
If you are looking for the typical, sweet Amish romance, this is most likely not the story for you. However, if you like more intense and edgy stories you should give this a try. This is not a fast read so settle in and get comfortable.
I give this my personal rating of 3 out of 5 stars. I really wanted to love this book. That being said, it is a faith based story with several scripture quotes, which was welcomed. The story line of a Mennonite girl torn between different cultures was appealing to me, as was the setting of the WW2 era. The topic of PTSD was very interesting although it wasn’t called that then.
Why would a young Mennonite man enlist in the armed forces, going against his religious upbringing?
Which man will win Ellie’s heart? Does she ever realize her dream of being a teacher?
At this point in my reviews I usually include a link to the publisher’s website but I was unable to find one. This was another reason for my 3 star rating. Other postings state that the publisher is Sheaf House Publishers. A search for the title on Amazon, NetGalley or Goodreads should give you more information.
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